HLB Love Poem

I love you so much.

I love how your eyes staring at me see into me. The way your lips move when you talk to me.

I love the way your hands caress my body its like you have been waiting to touch me all of your life. Like my body is just for you.

I love the way you intertwine your legs with mine and rest your face on my neck, then pull me so close to you that air can't even squeeze through.

I love how you can feel something is wrong without me saying anything. You don't have to be in my presence but you can feel it.

I love the feel of your snoring on my back, neck or chest, it's like a rhythmic vibration that puts me into a deep sleep.

I love the way you call my name when my mind has drifted off to the unknown.

You call me your Queen of the Amazon, a role I enjoy fulfilling.

I love how we talk about any and everything. 

When you say stop it, my mind obeys but my lips don't.

I love how every time I try to end us, you fight for us and won't allow it.

You are my King and don't realize it.

I love the way you have patience with our grandchildren.

I love how you make me feel secure.

I love you for loving me.

I love you because when I got the cancer diagnosis you went to God on my behalf. Like you said God knows how hard you prayed for me. That's how a man loves a woman.

I now realize you are my warrior.

I love that you know just what to say when I have my breakdown moments.

I love you because even though you couldn't attend my doctor's appointment in person, you attended via the phone.

I love you because from the moment I was told I needed a hysterectomy and became scared, you covered me with words of encouragement and your strength.

I love you because you blocked my down days by making them into down moments.

I love you because you apologized for hurting me.

I love you because the silly, stupid stuff you text me can make me laugh so loud, others want know what I just read.

I love you because the wedge that now divides us is visible but yet invisible.

I love you because as much as I didn't like my after surgery body, you kept telling me how sexy I was to you.

Even though distance divides us, I will love you forever.

The Past Is Chasing Me

So the saying is that you can catch a man when you have a man. My past has been trying to become my present. Summer Fling called me unexpectedly one night. I hadn't heard his voice in such a long time that I didn't know who he was, which didn't sit too well with him. He wanted me to move Sweetness aside for him. Then Mr. Big left me a voice message calling me his fiancée. He wants to come visit me this summer, kind of like what he has been saying for the past 3-4 years. And let's not forget Stalker Steve, this dude just will not go away. I ignore every single attempt he makes to contact me, every single attempt.

Summer Fling continues to call and text me with these lame messages of how much he wants to work on a committed relationship. So much bull coming out of his mouth, I wonder if he can taste it. Mr. Big didn't like the idea of me focusing my attention on another man, but hey he never showed much interest. Plus the time I did visit him, he gave off such a negative vibe, it killed any interest I may have had in him.

As for the persistent Summer Fling, I've chosen to ignore him. It's also true, you don't miss what you had until someone else has her. Well Sweetness has my full attention. And if by chance Sweetness does lose my attention, I still will never give Summer Fling or Mr. Big any of my time.