That’s the question I asked myself the other day when I was struggling to put on yet another pair of pants. They came from Warren, yep, he caused the weight gain. Makes me too happy, treats me too well, and now it’s showing, EVERYWHERE!!!! I can’t even zip my pants laying down.
I’m really happy with my life. I’m not fully responsible for my daughters anymore. I’m their life coach, the help they may need to go in the right direction. The negative voice when they want something positive while they are doing something that isn’t good for them. So when NeNe mentioned I had gained some weight, well actually, she asked was I having sex (I’m not); I just thought, she gets it from her moma. I really think Gee is happy with my weight gain, after all I was the one that was her biggest critic when she started allowing herself to gain weight.
Yes, I’m weight conscious because diabetes, heart disease, and knee problems run in my family. It didn’t help any that my brother passed away a year ago from cardiac arrest. I was doing really well with my workouts and eating until I met Warren, well got re-acquainted with him. Then the fretful day I learned he likes thick women. I could hear his smile spread across his face over the phone when I said dang my size 8s are getting too small. Yep, the love of my life was pleased with the extra pounds he gave me. Now I know why he is always taking me out to eat, he likes thick women.
Well sad to say, I don’t feel comfortable at this current weight of 1_ _. And the inches; didn’t know my butt could grow that fast. And because of the growing fibroid tumors, I kind of look a little too bloated around the stomach. Then I have to remember that when women get married, they usually gain 10-20 extra pounds in the first couple of months. Therefore, I need to lose 10-15 pounds by June 2012. My age is a factor also, it’s a little more difficult to lose the cushion when you are knocking on age 50 door.
I truly love me some Warren but he can have his 10 pounds back. I’m adding my weight training back to my daily life routine. I’ve already started jogging and like the way my legs are starting to tone. So by Warren’s birthday, I’ll be giving him back his 10 pounds.
P.S. Please do not get offend by this post if you are full figure or thick woman. This is my way of expressing how I feel about my body.
