The Dinner...

This is what you did...you prepare this beautiful table, with candles and yellow roses. Hand fed me the finest chocolates and poured me a glass of wine to sip on. Played beautiful music in the background, while we chatted about everything from A to Z. Then for dinner, you placed a large covered plate in front of me. When you removed the cover, there on this beautiful plate, made of fine china was this big pile of dog shit!!! And you expected me to allow you to spoon feed me dog shit one teaspoon at a time.

The Dinner...

This is what you did...you prepare this beautiful table, with candles and yellow roses. Hand fed me the finest chocolates and poured me a glass of wine to sip on. Played beautiful music in the background, while we chatted about everything from A to Z. Then for dinner, you placed a large covered plate in front of me. When you removed the cover, there on this beautiful plate, made of fine china was this big pile of dog shit!!! And you expected me to allow you to spoon feed me dog shit one teaspoon at a time.

My Ultimate Fantasy

I was asked to describe my ultimate fantasy, sexual fantasy. But my fantasy isn’t that of a sexual nature. It is that of a faithful man, my own faithful man. One that loves me beyond limits, out of the box type of love. When we call each other friends, I want it to be in reference to “take it to the grave friends”. A man that will know me for me and still love me and I the same of him. We are willing to fight as a team for our relationship. If I want to give up, he will pull me through, if he wants to give up, I will pull him through. Neither one of us will never want nor allow another person to entered into our relationship. A man I can trust out of sight just like I do insight. A man that wants me to carry his last name, not that of my father’s. My king that God promised I would have one day. My knight in shining armor.

I Want It Back…

I lost it by accident and I want it back. It meant so much to me. I worked too hard to obtain it. How could I allow myself to lose it? I must find it again and soon. I need it so badly. I have devised a plan to get it back, please God allow it to work. I want my exercising and running mojo back, how dare I allow 26.2 miles cause me to lose it.