Yesterday, December 31, 2015, something unexpected happened. My two year relationship came to an end. I was quite surprised, but not really, just surprised it happened yesterday the way it did.
I have dealt with a lot of things (a lot) from this man, but I hung in there, giving us my best. Even at my age, the disappointments I have lived through, I still believe the best about people. So when the tripped out comments started yesterday, I thought, I can't do this sugar honey iced tea anymore.
He set the rules for the relationship and I followed them. Only because when things went left, he would only be able to blame himself. So yesterday when I informed him of one of his rules I would be using, he played the victim. WTH!!! He's the victim after everything he has done??? I'm confused, it was his rules.
Anyway, I'm good. I have no regrets. I don't feel like I wasted my time, because this was something I wanted to try, to see if we could work. But we can't. I won't blame the distance, it was way more than that.
They say a woman will put up with a lot of BS for the man she loves, but something little and stupid will cause her to walk away and not look back, if she does, there's no regret. So....Lenora put up with a lot of broken promises, disrespect for my feelings, being taken for granted, and it was a stupid text about him being the pepperoni in my pizza, heck I don't eat pork, that made me finally say I'm done.
